Sunday, August 30, 2009

Dang. I'm such a poor synthetical definer.


Puissance is

The whatsit you have when you drive like a man and I say I could never drive like you then you coldly say I couldn’t.

Puissance is

The whatsit you have when you teasingly ask me whether I’ve ever known anything about muffler and I feel like a downward stupid.

Puissance is

The whatsit you have when we start to philosophize everything that we both stay up all night ruminating on our not-so-profound theory.

Puissance is

The whatsit you have when you’re always beyond my expectation and I give up predicting you.

Puissance is

The whatsit you have when you’ve always been quite close for me to reach but then you suddenly turn into someone out of reach.

Puissance is

The whatsit you have that makes me think of bargaining as an effing waste of time.

Puissance is

The whatsit resulted by the mixture of my dad, Brian O’Conner, John Constantine, Batman, Jack Sparrow

and

ah, what's your name again?

Friday, August 28, 2009

short.

I like the way I let my self immersed in my thoughts as my stereos are humming smooth jazz. Smoother than the frailest breeze, flawless it goes through my veins. Oh, how can I transpose the deep serene into words?

I like the way I move my figure, dancing through the beat as the hip-hop blasting inside ‘their’ mundane world. Piercing another holes in my stoical ears, enkindling the bliss in my every cells of my brain.

I just can’t decide which music my ears are into.

It takes one hell of a time to decide on and we all know

Life

is

too

short.

Monday, August 24, 2009

's Outré

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

- Neil Gaiman.

Kindly seal your lips. I know you might think I was trying to make you read a theatrical post. I know it would felt tacky for most of you to read any kind of paragraphs which have the overmelancholic word "Love" in them. I know you might think this blog has stupidly started to romanticized things. This time, however, I'm not expecting any kind of cacophony when you're reading, nor am I expecting any kind of "Yuck!" or "Eww!" hubbub. This quote is positively outré, methinks. Isn't it? If you have the contrathought, please read it again. You'll find at least Neil only mentioned the L-thingy three times which isn’t legion.

"The moon, methinks, looks with a wat'ry eye; And when she weeps, weeps every little flower." - William Shakespeare

I'm a man coming from Mercury and I’m a tourist who's currently undergoing the effing jet lag. On the planet where I came from, we have culture and society, just like the earth. But I've never thought that earth is so... Human. Very endearing by the look yet pretty difficult that I can't even figure what they are doing, and when I do, none of my sense will lead me to the answer of why they're doing this. This creature I saw a couple of hours ago whose look has been sort of haunting me in a good way, emblazoning the good dreams of me, was once doing a thing I couldn't get. I was innocent, sitting across her in the lounge of their, uhm, rocket station (I supposed they called it an airport or something like that) when this girl whose look seemed like a moon, bright and pale, starting to look at the wide window with a watery eyes. There was this liquid and I suppose that was water, just like the liquid they always drink here. She stared at nothing as of course there's nothing interesting outside the window through a pair of eyes of someone who doesn't come from a different planet like me. This moony creature looked so burdened. I assumed it was kind of hard to have her eyes turning into a dam like that. She seemed struggling to hold the liquid in her eyes as it would have caused a disaster if the liquid had dropped. I'd never seen a creature like her. Bright and pale and endearing at the same time, she went touching the surface of my heart. I guessed this was what humans call a, uhm, fling or something like that. The girl's eyes started to dancing in a very wicked way and she bit her lower lip, forcing her eyes to focus on something she'd been staring through the window when it seemed to turn blurry on her. Suddenly, she let loose her lower lip and closed her eyes very slowly. This was when a drop or two of the liquid fell gently, streaming down her moony face. The liquid was salty by the smell, like something she'd carried as a souvenir from the shore she'd visited before. She'd just got off sailing, I supposed. She was in the room but she seemed pretty far from the circumstances, somehow like she knew that she didn't belong there, like she belong elsewhere colder that it would help her freezing that liquid she'd been managed not to fall. In a minute, I was pretty sure that I'd have given whatever I had for her to fly somewhere else she wanted if she'd asked me to, somewhere fitted her fair figure, somewhere magnificent. But she didn't ask me, nor did she realized that I was staring at her by the time. I'd never seen a creature like her. Bright and pale and endearing at the same time, she flew elegantly to the night, placing her self on such a wonderful way among the twinkling stars.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

A, uhm, Poem ?



Babies do whisper

Birds revere silence


To live beneath the thunder

To drench in the sufferance


We speak the unspoken

and steal the unstolen


Merde.


I'd rather die on pill

or get lost on the hill

till my vein has no thrill